Will I ever be Strong?

The pressure is on. I know from the very beginning that having a long-distance relationship will be hard. But still, it's worth trying.

When thing gets hard,only the toughest will survive. Am i strong enough to handle another rejection? I guess i'm not..

I have the urge to cry out loud now. If only i can pretend that everything's fine...

I know nothing about affection. Plus, i'm not a pro in sweet-talking.. I'm not the girl-next-door.

If the only way to make that person happy is for me to step back, I'll do it..

I don't want to scare him anymore.

I guess there will never be a happy-ever-after ending for a monster.

I just wish that person will smile brightly forevermore...